My mind found comfort in the rhythm that came from the tires of passing cars crossing the seams in the street—thunkthunk, thunkthunk, thunkthunk—providing monotonous relief.
The conference at school
had gone well.
So I could not help but
wonder what had caused the imperceptible shift of temperament, like the
transition that I had just observed from day to night.
I had slipped. The melancholy returned, if only for a
moment.
But today is another day
and the sun hangs high in the sky, dazzling and bright.
The Son always shines. I can only attempt to understand your melancholy, but I think I understand why you felt it. Back to reality. You work hard. At your job and at your job as David's mom. You succeed - at both posts...and I am so very proud of you. Without you and your research, your love, your drive and your family - David would not be what he is today. That alone should push that melancholy away.
ReplyDeleteThe wife of my shrink's favorite saying was: "this too shall pass".
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